I guess I just can't leave this place I miss all you guys tommuch lol I am submitting more photography look in my scraps if you can lol XD anyway I miss you all lots and I hope to talk to you all veyr soon and now I am off to respong to 9 month old MAil XD

YESH BE EXICTED BEY VERY EXCITED the hopeless romantic you all know and love is back and his poetic side is alive one more mwahaha:-D I am so happy ^_^ I hoppe you guys are well I hope ou enjoy my 2 new poems that I Shall be submitting here very shortly after I finish this journal

well I now am single ...big shocker huh?

and I am not a glorious dishwasher and the local eat n park resturant establishment it pays $6 and hour so I Can't complain

I am still in a writers blck with the sequel to the bipolar ninja dn my other fan fic and I am way behind in my over 900 messages XD wait nic that it is 870 XD XD like that is so much better

"10,000 red roses
could never match the beauty that I see residing within your smile" :-D part of a stanza in one of my new poems


"and it's like every time I turn around I fall in love and find my heart face down where lands is where it should. this time it's like the two of us should probably start to fight cuz somethings gotta go wrong cuz I'm feeling way to damn good"

"feelin to damn good" by nickelback... that song fits me so well

well I shall sya peace to you all my peoples
oyasumi to you all
(for all those who do not know oyasumi means good night in japanese)

You knwo you wnat to party with me you knwo yoy ant to just jump up and down Like a moneky and clap your hands and asay oh yeah we liek to party really loud so you just get everyoen into it and then once the whole world starts ot do it we will be VICTORIEOUS......ok srry bout that randomness but I aM REALLY HYPER right now....shall we move one

First off I would liek to sya it has been WAY to long since I have been here with my good friends here on DA I have been way to busy with school and starting up my myspace account and I jsut latly haven't been able to sit down and sort throught the coomments and Deviations on here and I apologize for that but I am back and I am READY TO RUMBLE MWAHAHAHA..... now you see what the life of a single man and being hyped up on my supersugar koolaid can do to a man .....someone.....thing... like me MWAHAHAHa ... ha.....well a whole lot of things have changed I am currentlyu SINGLE and loving it ....still wish I had someoento cuddle with tho that is one of the biggest thigs I miss but as of right now I might just stay single and jsut party hard I am still keepign my eyes open for good oppertuinities well my new favotrite movie is the Boondock saint sI LOVE that movie eventho they say teh F word in practically eveyr sentece sometiems more hten once in a single sentence but it truly is a great movie. antoiehr thing that has changed my new favorite band is the Lost prophets. I am still that hyper little monkey that left here a while ago I still care about you all Just as of late I haven't been able to get in touch with my poetic side in awhile not after what happened between me and MAry I got hurt really bad by it and I guess my emotions are still on the mend but over all I Am fien with life I LVOE IT ALL MWAHAHA

well anyways now I am into a group acalled the SCA it si a medieval community where there are events everyonce and awhile and you go for the enitre weekend or one even that last for 2 weeks and you are pretty much living as if you were in medival times me and my friend are into the fighitn aspect of the times so me amnd him are in medival combat which coonsists of 1 on 1 bouts along with melees which consist of teams of people which I still have to get my armor set up so I can't fight jstu yet but my gaol ist to get authentic samurai Armor and I am going to be a samurai trust me I will take a picture once I get the armor and the authrntic clothing made up so you uys cna see it but I can't wait to get my katana that will be my favortie part of the outfit...nd if you wuld like you can no address me by my SCA name ....Katsuyori ... still hav eto come up with a last name but hye it works for right nwo.......well if I left anything I will jsut right a wholenother rant but I am outy five thouaant and I am ready to crash oh and make ssure you check out my new look n the picture I shall put my Mysapce accoint URL on her later for I shall return.... I jsut hope someone actually will read all of this ;

I am back from a very long hibernation and I am cleaning out my messages as fast as I can so XD don't be surprised if you find comments of art work you did a year ago XD

but anyway my life has changed dramatically I am not longer dating MAry and as of right now we are on and off friends and I still have no clue why but I have tried to move on that was about amonth ago and I am not currently dating someone new... well technically not new I have dated her twice before but I just can't figure what is about her but I can't get enought of her she is weird jsut like me ^^ and she trys so hard to make me happy ^^ she is a really nice girl and I Will be trying to put a picture of her and me up ^^

well other then that UI have just been a little of a lazy person and jsut sat around the house XD lol if I think fo anything else I have been uptoo I will make sutrre to tell you alll ^^

(for now at least XD)

well I just got back on the computer about an hour ago and as I have been sorting through all my messages I have realized how much all of you guys miss me and I really feel bad about that but I am here for a time to update you on my current situation right now I am currently grounded XD not that long of a story but a very stupid one XDtrustme on this one) but any ways since I have been gonealot of things have happened ^^ as some of you know I have a Girlfriend and we had the greatest time on valentines day ^^ then just about a week later on the 19th we went to out winter formal dance and had a blast ^^ I have a few pictures to put on here when I get the chance ^^
(twas our 1 month the day of the dance how about that for timing on my part )

well I right now must go for I have a friend sleeping over tonight *it';s the only reason I am getting the computer back ....I'll talk to all you guys later ^^ s to you all ^^